Hello, peace be upon you. Everything's quite rusty in this blog. Mainly because I totally forgot which email I used, I even forgot what was this blog's url! I almost made up a new blog - again, for the gazillion times. (oh, girl, exaggerating at your best). So how's life? Life.........how do I describe it. I've got into a Uni, a private Uni, which is quite near to my hometown. Thank to my parents, for all their willingness to allow me study there and of course, for their eternal support. I love you, mom & dad :)
Anyhow, I'm currently on my semester break for a month. This is my first semester break ever as a University student. I started my break with going to one of my idol's concert on the same day I sat for my last paper. The concert was amazing, my idol totally nailed it but it's just that I didn't have that much fun because well, well, my companion was not really into her so, you know. Whatever we do in life, when we have the right companion, things could get better, things would feel better. So the lesson is - choose best soulmate for yourself in life, okay?
I think it would be nice for me to do some flashback to what my first semester in University had been like. In a word, I would like to describe the first semester - B-L-E-S-S-E-D. Yes, blessed. I didn't think I could survive it all in the first place because you know, first time is always the hardest. But thank God, seriously I wouldn't have gone through or even 'passed' it without God's guidance and blessings. The surrounding, the subjects, the people, the system there, wholly the survival.
The subjects, I had six subjects for the first semester. It was a 50-50 for me, but hopefully I will pass with flying colours for all the subjects because I really need good CGPA. The most satisfying thing is that I've managed to reach my main goal. I've set this goal on my mind for quite some time. The main goal is - to never skip classes, to always sit in the front row, to always focus in class, to always go to library for revision. Alhamdulilah I managed to do all that. I hope it will all be worth it.
The only thing that fears me for next semester is; group projects/assignments. I realllllly hope my groups will be an active, progressive and responsible. WHY? Because it really MATTERS. Group projects/assignments contribute MANY marks to coursework or in another words, carry marks! Sheesh, being as freshie in University, I've came to a realization that carry marks.....is your survivor.
Besides having fear for next semester, I also have a very DETERMINED hope. In studies? Of course, I want to keep the consistency from semester 1 behaviors and even better, improvement. I've mentioned this hope to my housemate soooo many times I think she's so sick of listening to it. Ha, ha. So what is it? I. Want. A. Boyfriend. Which. Is. Also. My. Classmate. So. We. Could. Study. Hard. Together.
As cheesy as that might sound to you, that's that. However, I see no applicable candidates at all. Ze-ro, bro. I just need a guy who would not fall for me, who would go to library with me and study with me, discuss hard topics with me, share his thoughts about politics with me, go eat with me, go for a jog at night with me, reserve a spot for me in the library when it's full, sit with me in the lecture hall with me & ya-da-ya-da. Sounds so imaginary, right? Haha. I know......
Oh, yeah. Since we're talking about having partners here, what triggered me to have a partner? I was doing totally fine until I realized my house was always empty and I was always alone in the house because it happened that all of my housemates went out with their boyfriends. Great, great, life. That was not the main trigger, really. As I told you, I need a guy to study together with me rather than to enjoy with. So the main trigger is of course, no other than seeing people here and there studying together with their partners. I think it would be really great to have someone study with you and whatnot, to motivate you in the same time. (Oh, god, dear self please shut yourself up right now because I'm about to puke) OK. FINE. One last paragraph, I promise.
I mentioned I don't want the guy to fall for me, didn't I? Because, ( hahahahhahahahahaha this is more pathetic ) I'm still madly in love with the guy I talked about in the first post, which I fell in love in 2013. Hahahahahhaahahahahahhhaa this couldn't get any funnier, so long.
Anyhow, I'm currently on my semester break for a month. This is my first semester break ever as a University student. I started my break with going to one of my idol's concert on the same day I sat for my last paper. The concert was amazing, my idol totally nailed it but it's just that I didn't have that much fun because well, well, my companion was not really into her so, you know. Whatever we do in life, when we have the right companion, things could get better, things would feel better. So the lesson is - choose best soulmate for yourself in life, okay?
I think it would be nice for me to do some flashback to what my first semester in University had been like. In a word, I would like to describe the first semester - B-L-E-S-S-E-D. Yes, blessed. I didn't think I could survive it all in the first place because you know, first time is always the hardest. But thank God, seriously I wouldn't have gone through or even 'passed' it without God's guidance and blessings. The surrounding, the subjects, the people, the system there, wholly the survival.
The subjects, I had six subjects for the first semester. It was a 50-50 for me, but hopefully I will pass with flying colours for all the subjects because I really need good CGPA. The most satisfying thing is that I've managed to reach my main goal. I've set this goal on my mind for quite some time. The main goal is - to never skip classes, to always sit in the front row, to always focus in class, to always go to library for revision. Alhamdulilah I managed to do all that. I hope it will all be worth it.
The only thing that fears me for next semester is; group projects/assignments. I realllllly hope my groups will be an active, progressive and responsible. WHY? Because it really MATTERS. Group projects/assignments contribute MANY marks to coursework or in another words, carry marks! Sheesh, being as freshie in University, I've came to a realization that carry marks.....is your survivor.
Besides having fear for next semester, I also have a very DETERMINED hope. In studies? Of course, I want to keep the consistency from semester 1 behaviors and even better, improvement. I've mentioned this hope to my housemate soooo many times I think she's so sick of listening to it. Ha, ha. So what is it? I. Want. A. Boyfriend. Which. Is. Also. My. Classmate. So. We. Could. Study. Hard. Together.
As cheesy as that might sound to you, that's that. However, I see no applicable candidates at all. Ze-ro, bro. I just need a guy who would not fall for me, who would go to library with me and study with me, discuss hard topics with me, share his thoughts about politics with me, go eat with me, go for a jog at night with me, reserve a spot for me in the library when it's full, sit with me in the lecture hall with me & ya-da-ya-da. Sounds so imaginary, right? Haha. I know......
Oh, yeah. Since we're talking about having partners here, what triggered me to have a partner? I was doing totally fine until I realized my house was always empty and I was always alone in the house because it happened that all of my housemates went out with their boyfriends. Great, great, life. That was not the main trigger, really. As I told you, I need a guy to study together with me rather than to enjoy with. So the main trigger is of course, no other than seeing people here and there studying together with their partners. I think it would be really great to have someone study with you and whatnot, to motivate you in the same time. (Oh, god, dear self please shut yourself up right now because I'm about to puke) OK. FINE. One last paragraph, I promise.
I mentioned I don't want the guy to fall for me, didn't I? Because, ( hahahahhahahahahaha this is more pathetic ) I'm still madly in love with the guy I talked about in the first post, which I fell in love in 2013. Hahahahahhaahahahahahhhaa this couldn't get any funnier, so long.
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